(This was a journal entry from 2002. I somewhat remember starting this cleanse that was supposed to last 28 days — I think I made it to 15 or so.)

Today I being my body cleanse and I really don’t know how I feel right now. I actually bought all my supplies yesterday in order to make an alkaline broth. I was thinking about attempting to turn over a new leaf again and also go back to meetings, so I did that also.

First, I drove to Walmart and spent close to $100 on supplies. Next, as I was driving home, I was pulled over for speeding and received a ticket. It was a horrible experience because I did not have my license on me and, for some reason, I am supposedly under suspended license for a reason that I did not understand. I drove the rest of the way pissed off.

2nd, I went to a meeting yesterday and it felt good. I am afraid that I will being second guessing myself about it again, but, for now, I feel good about it. There were a lot of new faces that I had never seen before, but it made me feel at home. This time, I want to complete the program for me. No one else but me. I want ot be successful and serene. I want to uncloud my mind. I want to clear my body of all toxins. I want to be free.