(This is another random piece from the archives. Each one of these will be destroyed after I type it. I hope this activity continues to spur new ideas from the old shit.)
This morning I am very tired. I think this may have a lot to do with donating 2 pints of blood in one sitting yesterday and beginning the cleanse. Whether or not this was a smart thing to do does not really matter because I wanted to share my life at this moment.
I started thinking about the critically low blood supply and how people may die if I do not help. Not that my 2 pints of blood are the elixir to life or anything, but I feel that by making a small contribution, I will help someone and that is what it is all about.
Today I read a meditations about letting go of timing and allowing myself to quit worrying about what is happening tomorrow or in the future.
THE ONLY DAY IS TODAY!
This is where I need to being!
Remember: I AM DOING THIS FOR MYSELF! NO ONE ELSE IS MAKING ME DO THIS, BUT ME!